Saturday, 22 March 2014

结尾了吗?

他终于肯来like我在facebook的状态了
在那个状态里,我写了没有心情,没有动力。
他like了!!!
心超开心的

但是5分钟后,他share了一个东西
我们都曾经以为,有些事情是不可以放手的。时日渐远,当你回望你会发现,你曾经以为不可以放手的东西,只是生命瞬间的一块跳板。你跳过了,就可以变得更精采。人在跳板上,最辛苦的不是跳下来那一刻,而是跳下来之前心里的挣扎无助和患得患失!我们以为跳不过去了,闭上眼睛,鼓起勇气,就过去了。

是在叫我放手吗??

笨到一个地步。。

那一天,我做了一个超笨的错误
最基本的数学题,我竟然算错
一分不是个问题
问题是我怎么可以犯下这么一个不能犯下的错?

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这个时候我真想看到他
一眼也好
但是就是看不见。
是在暗示什么吗?

没有心情,没有动力。

没有心情,没有动力。
其实讲的就是他。
好久了,他没有像之前的一直看着我
是觉得我对他不是认真的吗?
我玩玩而已吗?

好,我就做得明显一点。
不用余光看他
但是呢?还是一样
不喜欢吗?

在OIC的整个下午,第二天要考试了
我整天就是一个没心情读书
有种希望他能给一句加油!!


To Be continued..

5 days had passed since he got the rabbit..
my mind is so around him in the class

When i was having Cell biology class and the lecturer was asking how you interact with your friends?
the first thing comes into my mind is Rabbit..
i cant suppress my mouth and smiled when i thought of this
whenever i look around, i am finding a chance to look at him..
oops.. is what i can say now.

when i was having English for science class, and he came late because they had go to have lunch first
my mind keep thinking why he hasn't come in yet?


so much around him now...
but he didnt like any posts of mine in facebook/ what is he trying to do?

Thursday, 13 March 2014

Story begins here..

on the 10th of march 2014, something happened that change my life.
a name, Xiao tian, always appear in my life.
Everybody knows i got feeling toward him and my friends had said he did too.
and they are trying to bring us together

and the story starts with a rabbit
an origami rabbit..

we were addicted to origami recently and snow wanted to make an origami rabbit
she had made us an origami rabbit each and a bell on its ear
when we were on the way to class, i asked snow to hold the bunny for me
and of course she did

there comes wilson and ming jie who were on their way to block C to meet xiao tian
while we were talking snow joked i had a rabbit for him
and wilson got it from snow and delivered to him
oh my god..
i was so so so nervous and ran toward wilson to get back my rabbit
everybody was looking at me and i knew it
i was so nervous and shy and so many feelings that i cannot describe

story didnt end here
when i was telling a story to my friend while waiting for class
vernice said he is here
my mind blanked and my brain is so messy
my heart raced and i cant think straight
i already babbling when wanna end the story

my friend saw he held it on his hand since he got the rabbit
he even played around with it during the lecture class
and by the end of the class, he held it in his hand as if it will lost at anytime
my heart feel so happy and warm when i knew it..

rabbit, are you alright in his place??