笨到一个地步。。

那一天，我做了一个超笨的错误
最基本的数学题，我竟然算错
一分不是个问题
问题是我怎么可以犯下这么一个不能犯下的错？

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这个时候我真想看到他
一眼也好
但是就是看不见。
是在暗示什么吗？

没有心情，没有动力。

没有心情，没有动力。

其实讲的就是他。

好久了，他没有像之前的一直看着我

是觉得我对他不是认真的吗？

我玩玩而已吗？

好，我就做得明显一点。

不用余光看他

但是呢？还是一样

不喜欢吗？

在OIC的整个下午，第二天要考试了

我整天就是一个没心情读书

有种希望他能给一句加油！！

To Be continued..

5 days had passed since he got the rabbit..
my mind is so around him in the class

When i was having Cell biology class and the lecturer was asking how you interact with your friends?
the first thing comes into my mind is Rabbit..
i cant suppress my mouth and smiled when i thought of this
whenever i look around, i am finding a chance to look at him..
oops.. is what i can say now.

when i was having English for science class, and he came late because they had go to have lunch first
my mind keep thinking why he hasn't come in yet?


so much around him now...
but he didnt like any posts of mine in facebook/ what is he trying to do?

Story begins here..

on the 10th of march 2014, something happened that change my life.
a name, Xiao tian, always appear in my life.
Everybody knows i got feeling toward him and my friends had said he did too.
and they are trying to bring us together

and the story starts with a rabbit
an origami rabbit..

we were addicted to origami recently and snow wanted to make an origami rabbit
she had made us an origami rabbit each and a bell on its ear
when we were on the way to class, i asked snow to hold the bunny for me
and of course she did

there comes wilson and ming jie who were on their way to block C to meet xiao tian
while we were talking snow joked i had a rabbit for him
and wilson got it from snow and delivered to him
oh my god..
i was so so so nervous and ran toward wilson to get back my rabbit
everybody was looking at me and i knew it
i was so nervous and shy and so many feelings that i cannot describe

story didnt end here
when i was telling a story to my friend while waiting for class
vernice said he is here
my mind blanked and my brain is so messy
my heart raced and i cant think straight
i already babbling when wanna end the story

my friend saw he held it on his hand since he got the rabbit
he even played around with it during the lecture class
and by the end of the class, he held it in his hand as if it will lost at anytime
my heart feel so happy and warm when i knew it..

rabbit, are you alright in his place??

我梦幻的咖啡店<3

我的梦想是开一间咖啡店，

和我爱的人一起经营。

他和我一起做着店里所有的大小事

简单而幸福

今天，我终于找到一间符合我梦想的咖啡店前的感觉。

那是一间叫simple cafe的地方

静静的，很大自然的

有点外国风的

店里弥漫着咖啡味和食物的香气

顾客和朋友们谈笑风生

很开心的，很放松的

我的王子，等着你驾到我的人生，

和我开始一段幸福简单的人生旅程

原始人，对不起

五天前，我做了一个很愚蠢的决定
就是和原始人在一起
我一直觉得他只会把这一切当成游戏一场
原来我错了
我把他的心给伤了

昨天我还在埋怨他的差一点
他那小小的缺点，要不然他可以成为我的mr. perfect
原来不应该是我埋怨
而是他
我配不上他

我好像玩弄了他的感情
我伤透了他的心
我让他受伤了
对不起，除了对不起
我不知我还能说什么和做什么
才能弥补他一点点
不是故意的，哪有怎样？
错了就是错了
伤了就是伤了

我爱上他了吗？
我不知道
我的头脑告诉我我不爱
我爱的只是恋爱的感觉
甜蜜的感觉
但我的心很痛
是为什么痛
因为要和他分手而痛还是因为内疚而痛
或是舍不得而痛
我不懂真的不懂
对不起对不起
原始人，我对不起你

冬至

这个冬至
早上是那么的热
而晚上则是个下个倾盆大雨
和我此刻的心情多么的符合

别人一家人围在一起吃饭，谈天
而我在家里上网看戏
每个人都准备要出门去了
而我还在电脑面前打东打西
这就是我家
没有什么温暖的家