sometimes i really thought of committing suicide because of all the problems that around me..
is the God love me too much and gave me so many challenges so i am tough?
or is He would like to fool with me?
i do not know. what i know is there are crazy amount of problems arAound me.
first and foremost, my eyesight problem.
due to a defective gene that passed down to me, my eyesight is not as good as usual people.
i cannot see well at all time. i have to rely on people to see what i actually should see but couldn't
so i cannot get my driving license and this makes a lot of troubles in this city,
my dream car was gone because what is the use of a dream car when you cannot drive?
i had a dream about this before. dreaming that finally i can get my dream car but i cant drive it..
i woke up crying..
secondly, my family problem.
damn a lot of problem.as deep as ocean as many as the grass on earth.
problem among the family members, they fight from time to time.
never ending, never stop/
again and again.
who is going to help me? am i going to success in this life? or am i going to fail and be a normal person?
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