i am pregnant....

i was pregnant.
every body around me were talking about me.
"yoii is pregnant in this age, she is just 20. will she continue her study? or just be a housewife at home?"
"my sister is pregnant. oh my goodness. wasted my hope on her. i thought she can be a success woman in our family."
" she said she will not make a mistake like her cousin does. and now?" she teased.
i heard all of these, even though they were whispering.
i smiled. but i felt more embarrassed. i shouldn't be here. i wanted to go back.
back to the hug of someone i love.

"yoii, it is ok. no need to care what they said." my mum said.
i wanted to cry. badly.
i wanted to escape.


suddenly, i felt him.
the one i loved.
"dear, i'm sorry. i am late."
love, relief,and happiness back to me.
" it is ok."
i know, no matter wht they said.
i have no regret 
because i love him
and he loved me.
i will do this for him
i can survive their tease
because the one who is inside me is made up of love of me and him
i will do anything for he and my baby.


i woke up with a smile
and it is just a dream.
i could not see his face.
i knew it is a silly dream.
but i wanted to share it.